Special

There is no reason for me to give a reason on why I lost my way halfway down the tunnel we all lost our way most never found their way back We all got stuck barely moving forward in the first place now only moving backward we only move backward five strides forward ten thousand …

Something is Here

I need something mnemonic To tell me why I did it Why I sent it Why I was so happy by the result for not even a day Until I fell again The happiness faded away too rapidly No I’m left with this empty feeling Not know what to do about it. I need something …

Music

Why is it that when music is playing It is quiet But when you leave the room And close the door You can still here it You could barely hear it in the room Yet now it is booming through the walls When did it decide to get loud And you walk back in the …

I’m changing

I enrolled in your lies Slid the paper over to you My signature at the bottom I agreed to let you lie to me To listen and not know. I enrolled to not care I chose to let you do this to me I made a conscience decision to listen to your voice I made …

Surreal

There was this surreal feeling Like I had misheard And that the words that had been spoken Had not been spoken Like my mind had left my body And come back in the middle of a conversation I did not know anything about It was placed in there like a pint of blood That did …

Gossip

She sits in front of you Two decisions you have You can walk away Or you can listen to the conveyor There is no way of telling What she will tell you Bad news Good news Nothing at all But it's up to you Whether or not you walk away Before she speaks to you …

Looking Back

There is a cavity in my existence And all that falls in it rots. And there is a cavity in your existence And you fell in it and rot. No attempts have been made For your escape You dwell all day On how you ended up there Not looking forward Only back Because to look …

A Teen’s Opinion Carries Little Weight

Stand still and whisper Watch them as they stifle your words Press them into each other until they're gone Or at least too small to mean anything Because a teen's opinion carries little weight A child's even less And a toddler's voice is seen as pointless mumbling And a baby isn't even understood. So whenever …

I can’t let them know

I find it inscrutable That anyone would put up with me I'm a terrible person A terrible friend And for so many reasons When someone is talking about them self I make it about me When someone is trying to be positive I crumble up their words And throw it in their face And they …

Consequences

I should be working Be solving the problems I created Trying to succeed for once But I’m sitting here typing Trying to express my frustration With my own brain This brain that thinks it’s a good idea to delay To sit here and type instead of finishing my work But my frustration won’t go away …